Tuesday, May 25, 2010
 

HelLOOOooOOOo I m back!!!!!
Hohohohohohohoho~~~~~

I noe it has been a longGgggggg time ever since the last time i blogged!
Looking back at my last post....Guess it was ard 1 month plus time yea :)

My life....As usual....It goes OnNzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz~~~
Everyday work is such a chore!
Been on leave on Friday 21st May 2010 and today 25th May 2010....
Very very very tired!!!!
I jus need a break!
Goodness!!!
It is jus May 2010 & in less than 2 months time i will ve reached 1 yr anni.v in Parkway Hospital
Working life has been wif me for 1 yr already n i feel soOOooOOo lethargic....
How to hang on???

Guess wat now is 1.28am in a Wednesday 26th May 2010 morning!
&
Guess wat....I m having a big bo liao fight wif my mum in my room RITE NOW!!!
DAMN IRRITATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My temper ve a already been very bad lately & she still can irritate me till now!
I m sOOoOOOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo PEK CHE!!!
I JUS WANNA DRIVE HER OUT OF THE ROOM NOWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I tell u I JUS WANNA RUN AWAY FROM HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I VE DECIDED TO PACK MY LUGGAGE & LEAVE HOME FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FOREVER LEAVE & NOT COME BACK ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!11
BYEZ!!

I SERIOUSLY GOT ENOUGH SHIT IN THIS HOUSE!
I JUST DUN WAN TO COME HOME ANYMORE!
NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY TO BE NICE & PRETEND NOTHING HAS HAPPENED
&
STILL BE HAPPY GO LUCKY & SMILE TO THEM...
BUT IT IS NV BEEN APPRECIATED AT ALL
SOOOOOOOO I VE DECIDED TO GIVE UP....
COZ I M MENTALLY TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO TIRED & STRESS UP.............
JUS GIVE UP TOTALLY GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RUNAWAY!!!!!
RUN FAR FAR AWAY!
SOUNDS DAMN SCARY RITE MY POST..................
BUT IT IS JUS WAT I M TINKING RITE NOW!

IF I VE THE POWER TO TELEPORT....
I WILL TELEPORT FAR AWAY FROM HERE TO PUT A STOP TO ALL THIS!

10:22 AM

Monday, April 26, 2010
 

If things r meant to come to an end it will come to an end~
No point harping on it for ages & nothing is gonna change~
Wat is best is that at least u once own that beautiful memories in ur life :)
Keep it inside your heart and lock it up :)
Move on :)

I love my current life to the core ;)
Together wif Baby Nick, we r expecting something real big coming our way ;)
I love u :)

Right now is already coming to the end of April 2010~
I still ve an unreasonable parents~
Baby Nick sent me home ytd nitez..
I jus invited him into my hse..Its my hse too! I ve the right to bring my bf home!
Baby Nick greeted my unreasonable parents twice & they were so reluctant to ans him!
HOW BLOODY RUDE R THEY!!!!!!!!!! *ROAR*
HOW UNWELCOMING MY HSE IS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *ROAR*
SI BEI IMPOLITE ONLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *ROAR*
I cannot b bothered but invited him to ve dinner & chat wif me in the kitchen :)
After which, guess wat my dad went up to his room instead to watch tv!
I DUN CARE EITHER!
Baby Nick & Me went to the living & re-switch on the tv n watch!!!!!!!!!

I SWEAR TO GOD TT ONE DAY I WILL LEAVE THE HOUSE IF TIS CONTINUES........
DUN DARE ME COZ U NOE I WILL DO IT!!!

Getting tired real easily nowadays :/
Jus dun ve much energy to do much thing...
Plus now down wif Fever, Flu & bad sore throat & Cough :( REAL BAD!
Dun dare to eat too much medi too~~

*Fingercross tt i get well soon yea* HATE MEDI!!

Btw its close to end of the mth!!!
&
Its Payday 2nitez @ 12am!!!
HEHEHEHEHE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Another 1 mth 2 days to exactly 28 May = My BDAY!!!!
Hohohohoho~~

Tt's all for now!
Till Next ;)

6:23 AM

Tuesday, April 13, 2010
 

Went out wif my poly sistaz today!!!!
SoOOOo happy catching up wif them which i guess more than 4 mths since we last met!!
*OMG*
Seeing everyone doing well in life is GREAT yea ;)
Married ones got married *Entering another stage of life*!!
HX already given birth to a baby boy *Congraz & real happy for u yea*!!!
Every1 is attached & ve their own bgr problems *But somehow all complain abt guys*! HA!

WoOOOoHooooOOo~~~
Jus 3 yrs later *Which is today*
Every1 is already a grown up & reali differ fr when we r still poly students yea :)
Time flies & reali do flies yea ;) Do cherish every single min in ur life :)
IF our life reali ends in Yr 2012, who do u wish to tell 'I LOVE U' to at tt very last mmt??

8:38 AM

Sunday, April 11, 2010
 

LongGGggggggggggg time since i last updated yea ;)
Been wondering soOoooo far how is my life rite??
Jeanette's life ve been GREAT :)
Smiling widely every single day of my life...
Enjoyed my life wif my friends, colleagues & especially wif bf around me ;)

Time flies~~~~
SooOOooo fast & April 2010 ve arrived!!!
By the time i blog now....It is already half way thru April 2010 already ;)

As usual...Hearing me rattled a zillions time...
But work as usual suxs!! Nonsense everyday only!

Family side...
As usual...Still not letting bf & me off...
BIG quarrels 2 times in less than a week~~~
Nothing to say but totally MEANINGLESS & SIANZ!!!

Baby Nick & Me~~~
Still as lovey dovey & PDA shown everywhere...
Jus living only in our own world ;)
Wat others say or look...I cannot b bothered anymore yea ;)

Tmr is a brand new week!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Starting 12 April 2010!!!
WeeEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
I ve changed to a new seat in office!!!
New Fengshui!!! Huat ah!!!
HAHAHAHA!!!

Met up wif bfff for a steamboat session on Monday i guess!!!
Chit Chat a longgggg longggg time & it was reali a longggggggggg chat!!!!!!
Nv had enough the of chit chatting wif her lo~~~
Love u lotsa gal!!!

Baby Nick & me went for a full day out ytd 10 April 2010!!!
It has been a longgggggggggggg time every since we went out already yea ;)
Movies @ Iluma ---- Monga~~~ Nice but alittle too draggy yea the show :)
Shopping @ Bugis Street & Baby bought me a pair of nice shoe!!! ;)
Ate our lunchie at the Jap resturant in Iluma~~~ Yummy!!
Supper back @ Chomp Chomp tgt wif his dad~ Thumbs up!!!!!!!!!! Yummy yum yum!!!

Jus simply LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okie Dokie!!
Tt's all for now yea ;)
Till nxt time again!

I m hungry & sleepy @ 1920pm on a Beautiful Sunday 11 April 2010 ;)

7:35 AM

Monday, March 22, 2010
 

Bits & Pieces of my life is made up of Love, Family & Friends...
Its getting kinda of weird & distanced..
Bcoz somehow i feel tt i m more comfortable outside tgt wif baby, friends or my colleagues...
Rather than back @ home, other than wif my grandma, bro & my cousins....
Other than those mentioned above, it real getting more & more awakard seeing my own parents.
Even when it comes to calling mum & dad i dun feel the love in calling anymore...
I dunno y things turned out like tt *Trust me it is NOT how i wanted it to be :(*
But somehow, somethings they did jus totally turned & piss me off totally!

Anyway it is coming to the end of March 2010,
Time seems to flies pass when work starts especially when u r DAMN BUSY like ME!
Earning $$$ is my first priority now!
Getting a driving license is Next!
Getting a car is Next Next!
Strike 4D for me is the BEST!!...Because it helps me to achieve ALL OF THE ABOVE! HA!
*Yea i noe i can continue to dream on*

Another 3 more days to payday!
YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEee~

Nitez Peepz!
Till nxt time!!

8:07 AM

Saturday, March 13, 2010
 

Life is indeed too short & unpredictable~
Therefore, i MUST live my life to the fullest...
Do wat i wanna do:
1. Book my driving theory test by the end of tis March 2010 (I wan to get my license by 2010)
2. By Jul 10, i ve gained 1 yr exp in Gleneagles, time for me to move to another Co.
3. By Sep 10, book a hotel room tgt wif Baby Nick for Fireworks viewing on 31st Dec 10.


Love who, who deserve my love:
1. Baby Nick, Some1 who loves me MUCH MORE, Place me in his priority,
Pamper me to the max & who shower me with LOTSA of care & concern :)
No matter wat happens to me, if he ever noes abt it, he will be the one who will be here for me :)
He will jus burnt his weekend on ME, feed me to the FULLEST & make me laugh as always~
Hugz Me, Love Me & Kiss Me whenever & wherever~
Never had a time did he ever let go of my hand BUT ALWAYS HOLD ME TIGHT~
Nothing BUT ONLY LOVE & MORE LOVE I FELT FROM HIM~
Most importantly, He is some1 who never tried to hurt me before~
Just tt Baby....
I really hope tt u can curb ur temper abit yea BECAUSE.....
When u reali angry.............It is really scary :/

2. I still Love my parents & Brother :)
BUT.........I m already turning 24 yrs old................
Just let me go & do the things i wanna do & fall in love wif some1 tt i love............
Dun stop me again......EVEN IF U STOP..............
I m NOT gonna stop............
I dun wan to live wif any regrets because death is too sudden & i dunno when my time will be up

3. Grandma & Cousins & Aunt & Uncles
I LOVE my Grandma LOTSA & she is the one n only Grandma tt is left for me...........
Cousins, Aunt & Uncles....Nevertheless...I Love u all too~

4. Friends
BFFF~
Claire~
WX~
Umi~
CLOSEST friends of mine....I LOVE U ALL ;)

Others tt r not mentioned BUT r always my friend too...I LOVE U ALL TOO ;)

LOVE from Jeanette :)
I hope every1 ard me r blessed wif a good future ahead :)

3:21 AM

Friday, March 12, 2010
 

Wat a sat tt is filled wif sadness :(
Reached the funeral place at ard 7am in the morning...
Paying my last respect to her & staring at her beautiful pic i could not help but teared again :(

I gave up going to work today at the very last min..
Because to me...It is the last chance tt i can ever sent u off already...
Felt very heavy hearted :(
After all the last ceremony of paying respect, off we sent u in the "van"
Walked wif u the very last distance & felt very very very sad sad & sad....
Cried all the way...............
Ur parent's could not sent u off.....So she depended heavily on us....

Reached the Crementorium....
It felt even more worst there...
Seriously i HATE to step into tt place & could imagine how chao the situation will be....
Ur coffin reached tgt & again giving our last three bows as respect to u.....
After which ur coffin is being pushed for crementation :(
Tis is the MOST hard part to ever accept :(

Seeing ur coffin being pushed into the fire....
It was the worst feeling ever in the world :(
When ur coffin reached the door, near the fire...
Every1 called out ur name...................................................................
IT WAS THE MOST HEARTBREAKING MMT EVER :(
Breakdown totally & cried reali hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Every1 was shouting out "Annie, Peixian, sister" all..................
HEARTBREAKING~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Off u went & gone...............

From today onwards,
I have lost a good friend & lost u forever :(

Now u only live in my memories....As always............
Thanks for sharing the happiness & joyful memories during our poly days...
I love u "Annie Lim Pei Xian".....

11:14 PM


 

I feel so heartbreak :(
Upon hearing the news from C.P, tears immediately dropped & cannot b stopped at all...
Totally breakdown although at work :(
I could NEVER believe wat i heard at all.....
When on earth can such thing happened so suddenly??
U jus left us jus like tt??

Went to ur funeral today...
Chat wif your mum...
Heard abt all the sufferings tt u went thru for the past few mths..
Struggling hard to survive and overcome ur illness...
I cannot ctrl myself but cried literally....Cried hard....
I can imagine the pain and the look when ur mum describe..
All the needles poking into ur skin and living on the oxygen tank...
Till ur mum asked u whether u still ve any more wishes tt u wish to complete...
U said no...
When ur mum asked u to jus leave....U left.............................
:(
:(

At the young age of 22 years old....
U left tis world......
All u left behind is all the memories tt we had during our polytechnic days....
Thanks for being my friend Annie Lim Pei Xian....
U ve been a great friend!!!
May u Rest In Peace~~
I love u!!

5:03 AM